Loss is melancholy, bleeds into my thoughts
Memories I thought I've lost
Pain comes in different shades of rot
When you withered away
I trusted you to be the one who would never leave me behind
But it was just a dream I could never wake up from
Grief is a slow poison
And it festers
You lived in silence not healing your scars
How was I to know you were falling apart
And in your stillness, I was too late
I refused to let go, I am at fault
I would do anything just to see you again
But I see you're at peace
No longer living in disease
Was it too much?
The weight to carry on to the grave
There's only so much that
I could say before you reach the end
I know
You couldn't do it all over again
So here I am
Wasting my time on what I cannot change
But I'll honor the memory
Of someone who changed me for the better
You opened my views
And it goes to show
There is no point
Overthinking what I do not know
I'll carry the purpose
You have left for me
In hindsight
I never opened up
To anyone
This pain was for naught
But I've broken every habit
Every turn of the cycle
And learned from your legacy
And share the words we left unsaid
And when it's done
We'll wait for time to
Eviscerate the pain
Imprinted on my mind
Time with you I would say
One of a kind
The thought of you
Has always stayed
So close to my heart
You helped me to make amends
You made me realize that death is not the end
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